Nighttime blues

I’ve noticed that oftentimes at night, I will have bouts of low mood states. I don’t really know what to make of it or how to rectify it except to journal. Often, I can’t read during these times because I’m just tired. However, I think I will do my best to do some journaling during these times to try and lift the mood back up. I get the sense that I’ve previously already have a journal post with this title; I’m not sure. Yet, nighttime blues is something that I need to find a cure for. 

I’ve also been sitting on uncertainty now. Uncertainty regarding whether I will end up pursuing the architectural path or the writing path. I suppose everything will be resolved in about a week, so I won’t have to linger on this for too long. I can just check the status of my SCI-Arc application, and everything will be behind me. I wonder how many people from the Making + Meaning summer program are in fact going to be applying into the program. Given how expensive architecture school is, I image that a lot of the folks are going to be going after the full tuition support scholarship. It will certainly be interesting to see who ends up getting it.